Staying at home everyday with my babies is truly a blessing, one that I will never take for granted and I thank my wonderful husband for helping provide me the opportunity to do so. As much as I enjoy it and as much as I learn everyday from my little ones(such as acquiring much needed patience and remembering not to say bad words when I stub a toe and/or just out of habit), I have recently come to realize how much of myself I have forgotten.
When I was younger, my biggest dream was to start a family...mission accomplished, now what??? It's not like I didn't have other dreams.... but of coarse everything else requires having time, which I don't have much of these days. I still and always will believe that family is most important and for me it should and always will come first. I just have to re-evaluate things every now and then to see where to go from here. Right now I plan to take baby steps toward finding something to incorporate into my life to help me always remember the woman that's inside of me. The woman who is full of dreams for herself and her future.
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I'm just now beginning to find out who I really am, and how to incorporate those things into my busy life. It only took 25 years of making mistakes to get here lol. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteAnd PS don't feel bad about the hair spray bottle incident...all mothers end up hurting their kid at some point without meaning to. I know I have a few times!